existential thoughts quotes

I did used to have nightmares about the idea that when I die, there is a spark of consciousness which basically creates the world. ‚Is the world going to disappear if this spark of consciousness disappears? And how do I know it won’t? How do I know there’s anything there except what I’m conscious of?‘

I’ve looked that old scoundrel death in the eye many times but this time I think he has me on the ropes.